Archive for August, 2007

So Sick

Friday, August 17th, 2007

NE-YO LYRICS

So Sick

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I’m alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can’t come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it’s the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it’s ridiculous)
It’s been months
And for some reason I just
(can’t get over us)
And I’m stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I’m so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That’s marked July 15th
Because since there’s no more you
There’s no more anniversary
I’m so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That’s the reason I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
(why can’t I turn off the radio?)

Said I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
(why can’t I turn off the radio?)

And I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can’t I turn off the radio?
(why can’t I turn off the radio?)
Why can’t I turn off the radio?

what’s a little panic?

Sunday, August 12th, 2007

Yes P-A-N-I-C is a word that i rarely use… (maybe not)… im not that "chilax" type of person that can easily let go of things… i get anxious a lot (espcecially when these situations are with people that i luv…or is close to me….. ***you mean hindi lahat nang ka close ko di ko love?! huwahahahaha!)

Anyways, right now i just lvoe what im feeling… ganito pala mag live without a care in the world… yun miski confused ka sa nararamdaman mo (am i really blogging in tagalog?! hahahah! man i must be havin’ a fever!) …so where were we? oh yeah… i just realized that im so confused right not but not confused din becoz i know where i stand and im sooo loving it! I know i dont make sense but its ok… someday when i read this i’m bound to ask myself "what was i babbling about" but right now i jsut needed to tell (or so in this case write) that i am perfectly ok…

hehehe… ive forgiven all that i think messed me up a bit the past year, forgiven myself too for that matter…what else? oh yeah, figured out im 24 and i should start deciding more for myself and also tryign to verge on being independent…

so here are the stuff that i am thanking for for the past 24 years in my life…(in NO particular order)
1. life (salvation)
2. parents
3. siblings
4. mama lina
5. having two hometowns (dubai and the philippines)
6. studies where always in a private school– international school, catholic school etc…
7. diff cultures of friends
8. job
9. opp. to serve God with the kids
10. my best friends
11. college degree
12. gift of healing from a terrible sickness i had before
13. gift of wisdom
14. my secure and sealed future
15. my future husband
16. my mission in life
17. continuous preparation for what is in store ahead
18. my current relationship(s)… friends… naman eh di pa tapos…
19. my talents
20. oppurtunities to see the world…
21. perfect health
22. future fit body
23. courage and confidence to face life
24… THE PEACE that comes from God… amen!

I thank God bec. even if sometimes i do have sense of "panic moments" man.. is the ever there to really just jolt you awake… i thank Him becoz he let me meet key people in my life just this past year… new relationships that helped me grow…

so WHAT IS A LITTLE PANIC? … its just momentary insanity…

and tidbit lang…
Forgiveness is not a feeling..it is a PROMISE… so if we really want to move on in life… you don’t have to feel forgiven… just promise yourself that you’d never let that past hinder you from what you can be in the future…

bday ko… whoa!

Thursday, August 9th, 2007

A new Year
A new comma to the life of cher tagle

…bday ko..what happened?**
>>> i got cakes and butterscotch ice cream from my team mates in Chase… :D
>>> brought lots biko sa office hehehe
>>> hanged out after office
>>> was stuffed full (family dinne rin FRIDAYS bonifacio high street)
>>> and di pa tapos yan… bday week ko… ill tell you bout it 2moro… hehehehe