cant sleep darn it!

right now all reasoning has been chunked out the window

its 4:39 am 2nd day of July and Im on my bed, laptop in hand, and drumming away on the keyboards...

funny thing happened today- a game was played and the objective was simple...

give cher a good time while making her turn all the possible shades of red under the pier one lights...

as far as propriety was concerned, it was momentarily held at bay (hahaha soldier gurl ba kuki?)

and as a result, sleep refuses to meet my consciousness and the land of nod seem so far from my reach.

One word Yosuke.

Its a childish- highschool-ish crush I suppose, but nonetheless equally as heart racing as it was 8 years ago...

so now, i just sit tight, opened my yahoo messenger and pray that someone, somewhere--- a friend of mine will choose to wake up and chat with me--- that is before I start raving about a situation so small and easily forgotten by the other party on this blog and continue to embarass myself!

hehehe

chalka oppa


:D

                            

cant sleep darn it!

right now all reasoning has been chunked out the window

its 4:39 am 2nd day of July and Im on my bed, laptop in hand, and drumming away on the keyboards...

funny thing happened today- a game was played and the objective was simple...

give cher a good time while making her turn all the possible shades of red under the pier one lights...

as far as propriety was concerned, it was momentarily held at bay (hahaha soldier gurl ba kuki?)

and as a result, sleep refuses to meet my consciousness and the land of nod seem so far from my reach.

One word Yosuke.

Its a childish- highschool-ish crush I suppose, but nonetheless equally as heart racing as it was 8 years ago...

so now, i just sit tight, opened my yahoo messenger and pray that someone, somewhere--- a friend of mine will choose to wake up and chat with me--- that is before I start raving about a situation so small and easily forgotten by the other party on this blog and continue to embarass myself!

hehehe

chalka oppa


:D

Wellness Shmellness

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Wellness Shmellness

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Wellness Shmellness

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when is the final straw?

i was so pissed off last night...
then when i thought i'll be having a great morning--- i got pissed off too.

i got to the point i was literally shaking from what i was feeling.

then suddenly i realized this has got to stop-- i mean am i to let emotions rule me? control me? or the other way around--- i knew that i had to stop and not think of this person who i feel have wronged me...

despite what she did, i have to say there is no ruling out that she is still a friend.
Now i know the meaning of "giving till it hurts"... but sometimes as much as you want to help... di maiiwasan na sasagi sa utak mo na baka naabuso ka na.

ang sama ko noh? na ganun ang naiisip ko na--- imbis na napapabuti ako at nag grow-- parang paurong ata--- nag sisimula na magtanim nang hurt----

so that was when i decided-- GOD BAHALA KA NA PO SA KANYA... bless her so she'll bless others. Give me patience and mahabang understanding. hehehe

sana tulungan mo po siya sa mga desisyon niya, huwag niyo po siya pababayaan...

amen

tulog na ako

hehehe

late night pleasures

wait... that sounded NASTY..

ok this is totally a GP blog- no [bleep...bleep] here!

remember those nights when you would go home from college and just do whatever-- surf the net, dvd marathon, take a luxurious shower, spend time in the gym and DRIVE home... i have my laptop with me, and if i feel like it-- i would stop by starbucks for my fav. peppermint tea (ok maybe not starbucks but coffee bean..)

anyways, now its a whole different ballgame.

i go home at around 7:30-ish, i take the FX and then the JEEP--- no laptop or i'll risk getting mugged. No more fancy outfits--- coz if you dont want to get noticed---its a must to look scary yourself hehehehe (or maybe that is JUST MY perception)... no more cars, nothing to carry my backpack anymore directly affecting tuloy my gym life....

dont take this as complaining--it just makes me appreciate more what i used to have. Now, i feel so frugal that sometimes i literally cry my eyes out-- naawa lang ako minsan sa sarili ko (which is hilarious at the same time kaya habang umiyak-- tumatawa din ako) wait... weird no?

anyways, its a training for me--- all i think of is how my mom and dad went through the same thing when they were young--- commuting, working, pinch penny-ing (if there is such a word)... the only difference then and now is that now the percentage of getting mugged is higher--- :D

so anyways... i left work 8:30-ish and got home 10--- kamusta naman di ba? sana matagalan ko pa ganito pag commute--- i love my work, i love the people, i love my job... but im really geting tired of commuting minsan---its not me... but sacrifice sacrifice sacrifice-- kayanin dapat di ba?

....sniff* sniff*...

when you stop blogging you stop life

i feel like i died in blogging hehehe--- i havent blogged since january and im afraid im all rusty..

after reading wicked (no this aint a review blog) but i have to give it to the writer--- though his writing style gave me a major headache for the nth number of jumps of scenes--- the whole thing came out nicely (pero bitin)... kaya nga may part 2 pero im not going to read that na...

anyways

ive been to laoag jan--- to tagaytay feb--- boracay nun march and a week after subic... busy ko noh wehehehe... wahaaa...

wait nag chart muna ako... long lost friend maya na blog

Continuation sa LAOAG

..anyways where was I?
Bell_tower_beyond_the_horizon Oh yeah vigan-- so many trivias about that place... do you know that there are underground tunnels in that place... that 2nd floor of houses are juttued out a bit so that the illustrados would not see the alipins (servants) walking about outside and they remain hidden under the house. Also men servants are not allowed to go up the house... sons and daughters of the rich sleep with their yayas in the living room and the extra rooms are guestrooms which are off limits to the sons and daughters.

cool huh? anyways vigan rocked in terms of heritage, good food, god company and ghostly enocunters! hehehe luv it!

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On our way to Pagudpud we had to take a bus going to Laog first and by chance we got to ride with an old man who seemed so intent on looking at the world pass him buy through the window... priceless....


He was accompanied by an old lady who was sitting behind him, which was also quite interesting to see them talk sitting perpendicular to each other :D

Agua_grande_mist2 In pagudpud it was very interesting that the mountains arent really that high up but the mists were very thick you can barely see anything. The mists, mountain and the water flowing looked so peaceful... a mother's blood flowing to give life to the river.


Patapatviaduct
Not far from where we stayed in was patapat viaduct-- well its around 35-45 minutes away! hehehe but it felt near coz we enjoyed the trike ride (pee early coz there is no decent rest rooms anywhere)... anyways the waves crashing the rocks below was really nice, specially the contrast of earth, water, mists and life (trees)... so exquisite you want to squeeze the life out of the place with every picture you take...

Bare_mt_top_sea_and_lovers this is a scene when we woke up the following morning (in front of terra rikka beach and dive hotel) near apo idon---- anyways... the waiter told us that the sand we see now is not suppose to be there... nag karoon lang nnag sand kasi after the bagyo nakarating yun tubig hanggang halos sa mga kwarto--- nun nag subside yun water, naiwan na ang sand. Natabunan yun rocks :D

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love the rock formations! saya di ba... to be continued uli ah antok na ako eh --- next more pics pa!!!


mwuha muwah






Laog-Vigan-pagudpud Trip Part I

1airport_dep3 Wednesday we thought of going to Laoag--- thursday bought the tickets... friday bought stuff for the trip and saturday flew to LAOG----> I luv life! luv it luv it luv it---- note: dami tao sa airport! grabe

1lava2 In the air we were really excited coz it was the first time we flew to the northern part of the Philippines--- we always flew to the south---- this was a huge change. Anyways from the air, we saw the lava path or the lahar coming from the mt. pinatubo eruption :D

2_loag_sinking_bell_tower Check this out----> the Laog Sinking bell tower--- sabi nila sa LEGEND... nun una panahon daw kaya mo pumasok miski nasa horse yun person... ngayon you have to bend low just to get through the 4 feet hole... :D astig noh?

Anyways sinundo kami ni domeng- tauhan nina dad sa office nad he brought us to the bus station to Vigan. (stopped in mcdo for a take out) hehehehe...

3_bus_station_vigan3 Here we are at the vigan Station (2 hours away and 125php poorer by the time we got to vigan..) we then we hopped into a 40php trike going to grandpa's inn which was one of the first hotels in vigan ever... well-- maybe oldest compared to others...

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Here we are: Grandpa's inn personally recommended to us!

Cool eh? So we checked in and we stayed at the ground floor (where we can hear ever creaking step from the people on top of us--- and the sound of calesas and trikes asa labas naman sigh***)

5vigan_bell_towerme First stop was the sinking tower in Batac--- basta a lil outside lang nang vigan (where we took the calesa) actually we went first to the museum but im kinda busy so ill just pose the parts that i luved hehehehe...

Ate_and_the_bell_tower_ghost Check out the picture of my ate cresil sa loob nun bell tower--- grabe naku--- there was a white figure in front of her that was shaped like a man's head and was definately NOT a light refraction of some kind.... sa sobra takot ko i asked ate to hurry out and i was flying down the stairs after her hehehehe....

i'll stop with the picture from top of the tower coz im so sleepy heheheh....

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nice view huh??? luv it! TO BE CONTINUED....